Finding a Place
I always wonder where I would like to live in the future, where do I picture myself in 10 or 20 years from now. That question was un existent years ago, I never wondered, I just assumed I would live my whole life in Paraguay and was happy with that, there was not other option in my mind, I never thought I would move from there and at the time it was very hard imagine my life where else.
There are some things I miss badly about Paraguay, and there are some things that I don’t miss at all and those are the things that make me doubt of going back to live there some day.
It seems I’m fighting an internal battle between the current situation and all the memories of the past that I hold on to.
During these years leaving abroad, I considered more than once going back to Paraguay, but actually I never thought about it seriously enough to take some kind of action, at least for now it’s probably not the best option.
I don’t know what will happen in the future, hopefully things improve that will surely make my decision easier.
I certainly would love to go back there to live, it is a generous country with a lot of potential, unfortunately it’s in wrong hands.
Meanwhile I will explore the big wide world because I’m sure that I can always go back to my beautiful country and I know that Paraguay will always welcome me with open arms. It won’t be so difficult decide after all =)
March 2nd, 2007 at 1:03 am
I know the feelimg. Cuando pienso en dejar a Venezuela…me duele! Tengo q pensar en lo por venir y todo q hay q aprender de Paraguay!